written on Saturday, May 26, 2012
1:26 AM
I knew you never did wanted happiness for me bad enough.
And I always felt you were lying about coming back.
Because I allowed you, you became only best at breaking my fucking fucking broken heart.
I am so sick to my stomach that having tried so hard, so often, having done so much, so frequent, so consistent, it has not proven my determination and love for you.
Right.
I will never be up to your demands.
Because I am already yours.
Nothing so exaggerated was an issue when I wasn't.
You won't bug to do the least favor to save me these tears, not yesterday, not now, not anymore.
written on Saturday, May 26, 2012
1:26 AM
I knew you never did wanted happiness for me bad enough.
And I always felt you were lying about coming back.
Because I allowed you, you became only best at breaking my fucking fucking broken heart.
I am so sick to my stomach that having tried so hard, so often, having done so much, so frequent, so consistent, it has not proven my determination and love for you.
Right.
I will never be up to your demands.
Because I am already yours.
Nothing so exaggerated was an issue when I wasn't.
You won't bug to do the least favor to save me these tears, not yesterday, not now, not anymore.
It was when all the lights in my world blew out and everyone I thought cared, left.
When I first held onto him, I barely knew his name. But I was certain, this is who He have sent to save me. Am I wrong? Was I wrong?
I loved him from our first touch.
And I still love him today.
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