written on Monday, December 24, 2012
10:47 PM
So many times I wanted/needed to drop by this page. But didn't.
I would very much like to pour my heart out here, somewhere I hope you've forgotten. Because if I wanted to hurt you knowing the things that hurt me, I would have told you upfront - drench and swallow you with all my naked truths. You know I would. But didn't.
Served fresh, I could present you my bare bleeding heart on this desk, but I've known better to tag it along with an indifferent mind, knowing the only feedback would be a harsh debate on your own part, lots of cold wars and mean words. Forever so careless.
...
(3 hours later)
Ok bye. Suddenly don't feel emo anymore. Not sure how to end this.
written on Monday, December 24, 2012
10:47 PM
So many times I wanted/needed to drop by this page. But didn't.
I would very much like to pour my heart out here, somewhere I hope you've forgotten. Because if I wanted to hurt you knowing the things that hurt me, I would have told you upfront - drench and swallow you with all my naked truths. You know I would. But didn't.
Served fresh, I could present you my bare bleeding heart on this desk, but I've known better to tag it along with an indifferent mind, knowing the only feedback would be a harsh debate on your own part, lots of cold wars and mean words. Forever so careless.
...
(3 hours later)
Ok bye. Suddenly don't feel emo anymore. Not sure how to end this.
It was when all the lights in my world blew out and everyone I thought cared, left.
When I first held onto him, I barely knew his name. But I was certain, this is who He have sent to save me. Am I wrong? Was I wrong?
I loved him from our first touch.
And I still love him today.
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