I am not okay. I was never okay. I thought I was for you. I'm not okay with you not fighting at all for my dreams and the things I believe in. I'm not okay with you not loving me hard enough. I'm not okay knowing that you wouldn't even do the basics of taking care of me now. I'm not okay seeing that I am your future, yet not of enough importance that you should turn up on time/turn up for our dates at all.
I'm not okay.
It is not okay for me to feel sad.
You're wrong.